"Sunflower" is yours now!
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About B.B.
You found me 🌻 For years and years, I was stabbed to sleep. But after being betrayed, I learned how to walk away. In the end, I found my revenge. My child is still alive...
All along, my ego wanted to encase me with my artwork, telling me that the release of it marks the end of an era, a goodbye... But now I realize, it's the opposite.
The release of Sunflower will mark the beginning of an era, a hello, a reintroduction of B.B., my younger self. Simultaneously, it sheds light on my journey of grief. Of myself, my family, and my Grandma May.
This acts as a love letter to my grandma, as she was here with me when writing certain moments of the record. I feared releasing this meant "goodbye" to her, and the very baby that's shown me myself again. I feared that our connection would fade lost. But really, it's a "hello." It is a rebirth of myself & my grandmother, and a release that lets her live on, back into the world.
In deep isolation & pain, I never knew the waves of grief that would crash over me. Little did I know how healing this experience would be for me & B.B..
After losing & forgetting this part of my creative expression, being judged & bullied out of my love for writing little songs, I vowed that this experience would be purely play. I wanted to refind & tap into my inner child with no rules or expectations.
And so I handed the wheel to B.B., and let her play. Along the way, my motives & desires thickened, and I got wrapped up in expectations; stiffening my creativity.
But now, I have come full circle on what it means to be me, and I am very excited to share a glimpse of me into the world.
Lastly, thank you Jacob, for trusting me. Thank you for letting me be free...